Loads of things have happened lately which is why I haven't really been posting so I thought that todays post would be an updatey post. 
First of all, my aunt had a baby! She had her baby boy last Monday and he weighed 9pounds 8ounces. Baby still doesn't have a name yet but I willl update you when that happens. 

Secondly, me and my friendship group have started spreading apart and we're no longer a group. Also, me and my internet friend are no longer friends and it just makes me realise how replacble I am and this really upsets me. 

I have started feeling a bit down and a bit grey. I will just be sitting down looking at instagram or watching youtube and I start crying. I'm not constantly sad though. I don't really understand. I feel like I'm such a disappointment. I was meant to have two collabs written and posted by now and I haven't even started writing them. 

I just don't feel like I'm good enough for anyone. 

I talked to my friend about this and she told me to just keep swimming. And then I kinda realised that everyone had days like this and you are not going to be perfect at everything. Most of the time there is always going to be someone who is better than you. But this doesn't mean that you aren't good at this thing. You just gotta be like dory and just keep swimming 
Lots of love
Laura x